life?

its late night and i got reminded of what is it that God is trying to tell me in the past few weeks/months…

reading your comments, dear friends, the kind words I’ve been getting in the past weeks, months, is just AMAZING!!!

i cannot believe that there’s sooo much friends that stood by me, giving me words of encouragements, written and spoken…

Those bad experiences and the disappointments I’ve felt is now replaced with overwhelming feeling of His love, displayed all AROUND me… NOW i can thank God for those "bad" experiences… and just the other day i got reminded again of a preaching about Joseph, the very bad things all his brother have done, but in the end, God turned everything over and make the negative, not just to positive, but to GLORIOUS…

Again, thank you dear friends… i can only thank Him for every single one of you, here and there, in indo… May His blessings, guidance and love be upon you all, ABUNDANTLY!!!

Its such a comfort to know that

when the stress and dissapointments

of the outside world get us down,

we can count on each other’s warmth

and support, to help build us back up.

We’re here for each other

through highs and lows of times,

applauding success,

easing the pain of defeat;

sharing the magic of each other’s dreams…

and working together to make them come true

and to "build the Kingdom of God"…!

Again, thank you my dear friends, God bless you all… 

been doing a lot of thinking and reflecting lately…

i’ve always thought that the statement is true, but i was forced to think differently in my last "relationship".

friends share everything….  well, ALMOST everything, especially BEST friends. Things are SUPPOSE to be a little more open between best friends. That’s how i am, but i guess it wasn’t true for everybody.

i was surprised that instead of asking me directly, when my (supposedly BEST) friend heard something unpleasant, instead of checking with me directly, she just left me without any word…

i was really dissapointed, i didn’t even know what is it that driven my newfound friend away from me, but when i tried to ask, there’s no answer given to me…

dissapointed as i was, i still thank God for "filtering" my friends and safe me from future dissapointments.

there’s so much more in life need thanking God for. despite of my broken heart, i still believe in friendships…

There’s so much dissapointments i feel in my life, but I also understand that most of them happened because of my own mistakes.

There’s a lot of times i got sooo emotional and follow my emotions without being CAREFUL in both my decisions and my words…

I’m not sure what "best friends" means anymore, i always thought that there’s only one word that directly related to the term "best friend" : TRUST!

There’s a lot of times i feel sooo stupid and not sure which road to take, and i finally got a friend that can point those mistakes to me bluntly, and also point me to the right direction… i’m so happy that God finally send me a friend that i can exchange thoughts with, a friend that doesn’t just accept me the way i am, but also exteremly intelligent… but in the end, this newfound friend i got, SUDDENLY left me, without a word…

Confused, dissapointed… but again, life goes on…

God IS good to me, and somehow i thank Him for His comfort, for His guidance. I thank Him for not letting things go "too far"…

I don’t understand this newfound friendship i found, i just don’t… things are so wonderful at first, but all of a sudden, i’m alone again…

I believe that God will grant me HIS WISDOM to understand things better, and HIS COMFORT to fill those empty space with joy and love again…

Thank you God, thank you Jesus, for you are always by my side, for reminding me of who i am…

I love You…

hmmm… taking deep breath in the morning of the fresh, new snow is just give me that overwhelming feeling…

i’m so thankful to God for this city, this wonderful town, this house i’m living in, the family i’m sharing my life with…

i’m not even sure on why i follow my sudden "urge" to start my own blog, maybe i was just "carried away" by the wonderful shiny white stuff that i suddenly got surrounded by… the wonderful feeling i got when i got my feet into that powdery white stuff… how i wish i can share all this wonderful season with my family and loved ones…

and, to top it all i had a good "SaTe" this morning, feelin’ His luv all around me, and at work, His blessings is just abundant! pouring upon me… You are amazing… i luv You, soooo much!!! thx for this day…